moments when I never wanna see your face again and just stop being your friend all together, because it just doesn’t seem to be worth it, and moments when I miss all the fun times we used to have and consider the possibility that you might have a heart. 

you’re just the worst kind of person, but you’re also kind of the best. you have minimal social appeal and you could be forgotten in day, but you manage to leave some impression with everybody. you’re SO bad at being my friend, but you seem to have the ability strike up new friendships on a whim. Completely the opposite of what i’ve done & the methodology I’ve used my whole life…

you puzzle me, you disorient me, and I’ve spent too much time thinking through this. Something, I’m sure, not a single person I know has ever done. I’m no different from all the rest, yet you managed to do this; to make me put in the effort just like i’ve done with everyone else. But still, i don’t think i’ll ever get the results I’ve gotten with everybody else. 

you are seriously an enigma; the first puzzle i’ve never been able to completly solve, and I know you will always stay that way. askldjhfalksdhf 

I will never know if you’re worth it. and, I guess, this is where we seemed to have leveled off. 

Here’s to…i’m not even sure.